Exist/Exit

See her
Post up in the corner
I hate the smell of the cigarettes I burn
The cigarettes burned
The fake cracks in my innocence shown
Now for you to see

I know you
Whispers of the pain we shared, no
You hate the sight of the dawn when it turns
The love that was earned
But in the light we can lay down our arms
It's just you and me

I drown in guilt and shame and I care about it
But I don't know how to show it

Guess I'll never live it in this time
I'll never live it through
I'll never get to make this mine
I'll never learn my truth
I just exist, til I exit
I just exist, til I exit

Seek faith
Any day now it'll be too late
I hear the words of a miserable man
I'm holding his hand
I blink twice and the vision goes black
It was only me

After all the things that you made it through
Do I have any right to love you?

Guess I'll never live it in this time
I'll never live it through
I'll never get to make this mine
I'll never learn the truth
I just exist, til I exit
I just exist, til I exit