Anxiety

Well God damn it, I
Can't take another wide awake night
With my brain at war with the dark and the light
With the same old thoughts gonna spark and ignite
And the same old spot and they bark in the night
And my head (my head)
Never unconscious I feel like I'm all out of options
People told me it gets better, they breaking their promise
I try not to think of my past but I'm on it
I sit in my class, I go through the motions I feel like I'm dead
They, told me I shouldn't react
That one of these days this shit'll make sense
My girl, tells me that I should relax
But the way that my brain work I'm always intense
My world, always feel like it's compact
So I sit and I pray for some better events, I'm trapped

This anxiety will be the death of me
I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace
Was broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me
If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you what's left of me

And it feels like half of my friends took a blade to their wrist
Cause they sick of this life and the shit that it gives
And it's just not right for the life of the kids
To be so damn bad that they might want to split
I'm sick of sitting around getting wasted
I might go save me a whole generation
People these days got no heart that shit vacant
They killing your dreams like they Freddy or Jason
Damn, I need to make it or fade
To bring you that light when you stuck in the shade
To fuck up the game and to bring in new waves
So everyone stops living life as a slave
I haven't gone crazy but I'm on the brink
Tryna' make all my dreams and reality sync
My loved ones are telling me I needa shrink
Tryna' make a ship sail that was destined to sink
I'm fucked

This anxiety will be the death of me
I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace
Was broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me
If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you what's left of me