Hurt

(album: Ugly Is Beautiful - 2020)

My day will come
I gave too much
I sold my soul
I'm waiting for
My pay in full
I only want
Your dying love
I've seen enough

I tried but I don't think so
Maybe it was me who was fucking up
I gave all I could give but
It seems like it never really was enough

I feel left out
I don't see how
My whole life can
Change in one week
I don't mind my
Own reflection
I don't see how
You've been let down

Don't speak 'less you have to
Why you always seem in a bad mood
Your whole life you had an attitude
One day, is that so bad for you

I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry if it got that bad
I'm sorry I can't help you
Somebody shoulda had your back

I tried but I don't think so
Maybe it was me who was fucking up
I gave all I could give but
It seems like it never really was enough

I changed my
Whole life when
I learned to
Ignore them
I changed my
Whole life up
Maybe it was not enough

I don't think I'm allowed to
Make a deal with your selfish ways
They're acting vicious out there
There's lots of demons out here

I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry if it got that bad
I'm sorry I can't help you
Somebody shoulda had your back

I tried but I don't think so
Maybe it was me who was fucking up
I gave all I could give but
It seems like it never really was enough