Placeholder

(album: Cowboy Tears Drown The World In A Swimming Pool Of Sorrow - 2022)

We both know I'm your placeholder
I'm stuck waiting, getting older
We both know you're my placeholder
You hate crying on my shoulder

I see all of my delusions
And look the other way
I've been feeling like a nuisance
I take it day by day

I don't think we're closer
I know that we're getting older

I talk too much
It's funny how I'm always wrong
I try too hard
All the best things take too long
And I'm sick of waiting
'Cause I've waited way too long

I see all of my delusions
And look the other way
I've been feeling like a nuisance
I take it day by day

I don't think we're closer
I know that we're getting older

We both know I'm your placeholder
I'm stuck waiting, getting older
We both know you're my placeholder
You hate crying on my shoulder

But you're not the only one
Feels like it sometimes
But you're not the only one
We both feel dead inside

I see all of my delusions
And look the other way
I've been feeling like a nuisance
I take it day by day

I don't think we're closer
I know that we're getting older

We both know you're
(But you're not the only one)
My placeholder
(It feels like it sometimes)
You hate crying
(But you're not the only one)
On my shoulder
(We both feel dead inside)