Distant & Obscure

(album: Unseen Relations - 2020)

(For too long)

I close my eyes and I'm living with the circumstance
That I always give in, and never get the chance
To prove my worth
To show that I am living on this Earth

It doesn't matter how hard I try
In the end I am drowning in my own lies
I am the only one
Who can change myself

So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I'll give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

By now I'm blind
'Cause the days are way too bright
So I stay awake night after night

Every day I'm so insecure
It seems the world is distant and obscure
But my soul is screaming for more
This can't be everything
I'll find a way to cut me off of these strings
I am the only one
Who can change myself

So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I'll give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

(Far too long, far too long)
(But I give everything that I have)

Now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul
I'll leave this world behind
I'll do it with another state of mind

Now it's time to go
I'll leave this world
It's time to go, it's time to go
And now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul