I Lied

(album: When It Ends - 2021)

I don't like to get attached to anyone
Cause that way when one of us leaves there's no harm done
But I was caught red-handed, I made a mistake
In telling you if I leave I will be okay

I said like seven times
To your eyes
I'll be fine
I know I said goodbye but what if I lied

I don't wanna be without you
Swear I tried to
I told myself there's more than you
But I'm so unconvincing
Can't fake it for a second
I take it all back, I want you
More than I'd like to
I tried
But I lied

Time will heal it, I won't feel this way for long
Is what I told myself for months but I was wrong
Cause I don't usually get caught up in stupid love
But here I am completely broken up over someone

I said like seven times
To your eyes
I'll be fine
I know I said goodbye but what if I lied

I don't wanna be without you
Swear I tried to
I told myself there's more than you
But I'm so unconvincing
Can't fake it for a second
I take it all back, I want you
More than I'd like to
I tried
But I lied

I lied, I lied
Oh I
I spent too much time making sure this would never happen
For me to think about you all the time and wish I hadn't
Said like
Seven times
To your eyes
I'll be fine
I know I said goodbye
But what if I lied

I don't wanna be without you
Swear I tried to
I told myself there's more than you
But I'm so unconvincing
Can't fake it for a second
I take it all back, I want you
More than I'd like to
I tried
But I lied