Worried

(album: Lost Boy - 2020)

I'm worried I don't worry enough
And what more then I might never wake up
Don't wanna die in a hurry, but I'm loving the rush
Now I'm worried I don't worry enough

I'm sorry if I'm saying too much
It's hard to stay down when you wanna give up
Been hurt so many times, I don't know who to trust
Now I'm worried I don't worry enough, 'nough

Never gave a fuck, always did what I wanted to
You always tried to run from the ghosts that were haunting you
Hiding from the sun, now my razor blades are grazing you
My dashboard is a mess cause you. I can't wait 'til I forget you

Spirits on my breath, that's how I fall asleep
Without any regrets
I keep on thinking about how it doesn't end
I wish I felt the way I did back then
Way I did back then

I'm worried I don't worry enough
And what more then I might never wake up
Don't wanna die in a hurry, but I'm loving the rush
Now I'm worried I don't worry enough

I'm sorry if I'm saying too much
It's hard to stay down when you wanna give up
Been hurt so many times, I don't know who to trust
Now I'm worried I don't worry enough, 'nough