Sorry

(album: Rice, Pasta And Other Fillers - 2016)

There's one hundred ways of dealing with this shit
There's one hundred ways of feeling like
You can't go on you can't go on so
I don't know why I try to be
I don't know what I wanna be
There's one hundred ways of dealing with this shit
But I don't know if I've got the energy to try
There's one hundred ways of dealing with this shit but I think I've only got the energy
To cry

Well you know there's a hundred ways of dealing with this feeling
But it only gets worse when you're
Drowning in it
And you know there's a hundred people
Who will tell you that it's all ok
But there's only one kinda person who
Will see you through
But maybe they won't
Be around for you
Well you know there's a hundred million different kinds of ways
To be ok
I know you know
Well you know there's a hundred million different kinds of ways
To be ok
You know I know

But the only way I know is just to scream along and tell you that I'm done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm done with this
I'm done with you
I'm done with all the things I feel
And you know I wanna sleep forever
Oh you know I wanna sleep forever

Oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, but I tried
Oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, but I tried
Oh you know there's a hundred million different kinds of ways
To be ok but I don't know a single one of them today
And I love it
And you know I know how to make myself alright just being fine
But it's been years oh its been years and I'm just tired of this shit
And you know I wanna sleep forever
And you know I wanna be the one to tell you that it's all ok
And you know I hate being the one who has to be told
That it's all ok
And I'm sorry that you thought that I was there
And I'm sorry that you have to care
Oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, but I tried
Oh I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, but I tried