angels & demons

(album: i love you but this is goodbye - 2023)

Ah look, you did it again
We was supposed to have it all
But you ruined the chance
Coulda been your whole wife
And your sister and friend
It's a whole car crash from begging to end
It s a whole lot of passion
And we started as friends
Aware of your problems but I turned my head
Cos I rather be with you then to be with him
I'da gave my whole life for a moment or sin
Cos the feeling that you gave me
Was a 10 out of 10
10 out 10
I'd do it again
Do it again
Nothing in my life felt as good as this
It's like morphine to a fiend when you kissed my lips
You the pulse in my veins
You my reason to live
I would die and come back just to see you again
It's a whole lot of lives that we already lived
With a house and fence
With some dogs and some kids

See I mother fucking love you
And I mother fucking hate you
I would cover us in blood
With a knife to a dove
Because forever is my angle
Wanted you for eternity
How the hell could you turn on me
Now it's you that is hurting me
When I really gave you everything

3 months we was married
With a baby and carriage
And you played yourself
Sadly
And you told me I was acting
When you garnered my reactions
From yours lies and your actions
Trying to gaslight me
You insulting my intelligence
Spitting in my face is the evidence
Fucking with yo ex is the evidence
You the problem and it's evident

I would kill for you
Steal for you
Deal with you
I needed you
Was healing you
Was feeding you
Keeping you safe and warm
Just to bite hand
I extended my arm
See I felt for your eyes
And charisma and charm
You the devil of my dreams
I'm the angel of yours
You the devil of my dreams
I'm the angel of yours

See I mother fucking love you
And I mother fucking hate you
I would cover us in blood
With a knife to a dove
Because forever is my angle
Wanted you for eternity
How the hell could you turn on me
Now it's you that is hurting me
When I really gave you everything