Good To Be Alive

(album: Use Me - 2020)

Learning how to swim, but the land's all dry
Feeling like a shark; if I stop, I'll die
(Woah-oh, woah-oh)
Veins are lit and my blood's on fire
Underneath the buzz of a telephone wire
(Woah-oh, woah-oh)

All my friends are doing fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive, but I hate my life

So tied up and tired of
This self-inflicted fight
In spite of, I light up
To lift my demons
I tell myself I'm fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive
But I hate my life

Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Lost big dreams that I really don't need
Everything I love's gonna find a way to leave
(Woah-oh, woah-oh)
Got good friends that I never can see
Always on the run when their plans are free
(Woah-oh, woah-oh)

I've been staying up all night
Shaking needles out my spine
But the doctor says I'm fine
Feels good to be alive, but I hate my life

So tied up and tired of
This self-inflicted fight
In spite of, I light up
To lift my demons
I tell myself I'm fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive
But I hate my life

Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Good to be alive, glad to be alive
Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Good to be alive, but I hate my life

So tied up and tired of
This self-inflicted fight
In spite of, I light up
To lift my demons
I tell myself I'm fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive
But I hate my life

Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Woah-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh