Just My Luck

(album: Diary Of A Loner - 2022)

I go stupid, I go dumb
I just took three types of drugs
Thought that this shit would make me numb
Joke's on me, I ain't take enough
I put four shots in my cup
I put two shots straight to the gut
I think I was born fucked up
Just my luck, just my luck

Singing sad songs and a pop melody so I don't sound empty
It's hard for me to trust new people when they act too friendly, yeah yeah
Got a whole lotta issues that still need work, oh (trust me)
And I spend no time waiting on 'em
I don't wanna be a superstar
Where everybody knows just who you are
Doesn't that sound depressing? Yeah, ha-ha-ha
I just wanna find my purpose
I don't wanna make you nervous
But I'm tired of hurting, hurting, yeah

I go stupid, I go dumb
I just took three types of drugs
Thought that this shit would make me numb
Joke's on me, I ain't take enough
I put four shots in my cup
I put two shots straight to the gut
I think I was born fucked up
Just my
Just my (my luck)
Just my luck
Just my
Just my

I got bad thoughts coming in, keeping it ten by ten
Just north of Oregon, that's where I grew up, that's what I represent
Im putting on a show, you're sitting front row, tickets to my downfall
Giving you the signals, I really need a friend right now
So many times that I've got through this
More than the stars in the sky
I get my fix and I'm gone again
Am I wrong for this?

I go stupid, I go dumb
I just took three types of drugs
Thought that this shit would make me numb
Joke's on me, I ain't take enough
I put four shots in my cup
I put two shots straight to the gut
I think I was born fucked up
Just my luck, just my

I go stupid, I go dumb
I just took three types of drugs
Thought that this shit would make me numb
Joke's on me, I ain't take enough
I put four shots in my cup
I put two shots straight to the guts
I think I was born fucked up
Just my luck, just my

My luck
My luck