Malevolent Universe

(album: Everything Is Racist - 2016)

If I could speak to everybody in the world, I wouldn't
Not a single fucking soul would deserve to have heard it
They couldn't even grasp what I'm handing them
It's like there's so many blank stares I can bare in one life

If I could feed all the people of the world with need,
I wouldn't even stop eating for them to stop bleeding
I feel better every second I hurt you
In a world where suffering is seen as a virtue

I'm falling apart, every day is the same
Everybody's a stranger, I'm basting in anger
It's the same shit, each day is over before it started
Walking around every party, is everybody just fucking retarded?!

Somewhere far off in a luminol world, every girl I ever wanted takes a form that I thought
of when I saw her standing tall, looking gorgeous in the corner
Right before she would fuck it up, shattering my dreams
Cause the image that I've saw is what she could've been

Listen to me, why don't you want me, huh?
You think I'm ugly, do I bore you or something?
Cause I've come a pretty fucking long way to be here and to make myself available, to hell with you!
Wait, no. I'll tell you what you are: the reason I'm breathing

You're why I started singing, burning every bridge beneath me
Do I make shit look easy?! (It is!)
The tallest monument to someone I could've loved
I'd tear the fucking sky apart to show that I'm good enough

You're the music, I discovered as a kid
I was told not to listen to the music, but I did
And I heard the sounds of Athens, calling through the centuries
A ripple from the past, things Aristotle said to me

In writings that were buried, leaving the world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas
(Writings that were buried, leaving the world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas)

You know that song I wrote for you? Bet you never knew it was for you
That song that lit up the planet in laughter?
Not after it made me a fortune, I guess I thought that... if I wrote the perfect song, you might notice me
Might know you made the wrong choice when you chose him over me...

Guess that's what I get letting someone close to me