I'd Rather Not

(album: Streets Say You Miss Me - 2023)

I tried to boss you up, my son made millions
You started crossing up
You started crossing up
(Haha, haha)

Got me back in the mode, I'm 'bout to start fucking and slutting these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time to turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I don't know why 'cause it's nothing speak
Shit seem strange but she just say that she just reaching out
She went back, she back on the road, she back on the pole again
Lying to myself, oh my God, can't go on this road again
Shit so hard 'cause I can't hold back the feelings I'm holding in
Fuck that shit, I ain't touch back, just like I'm supposed to be

Timeline, flashback, twenty-six weeks
Whole lot of images of you and me
Took the all of me for me not to call her
I can't go back to war with lil' shawty

Say she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Say she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord
She ain't saying much, think I'm a joke, yeah, yeah
You told me that it was real love, oh-oh-oh

Back in the day when it was just me and you and nobody was ever there
And you take half and I take half, and you would eat whatever's left
The one thing I would never do is speak on shit I never know
See, I love you and I love her but the bond we got ain't cutting it close
Lil' baby the bum, I put flowers in her prezzi
Had to cash out right now, no hazy
See, shawty do the dishes and she Christian, tryna save me
You just wanna fuck and then lay up, and have a baby
Net blue '22 LaFerrari, that's a half mil
In these streets, tryna find real love, girl, you never will
I was sick way before the Covid, I'm forever ill
That boy a prick, can't get it wet like me, girl, let's keep it real
I'ma forever P, P, P, I might not never kneel
Only gave you sneak peek, a life you'll never live
High resolution, VV's, I'm forever chill
You should've been right here, how you not feeling me?

Say she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Say she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord (Oh, Lord)
She ain't saying much, think I'm a joke, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
You told me that it was real love, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh-oh)

Got me back in the mode, I'm 'bout to start fucking and slutting these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time to turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I don't know why 'cause it's nothing speak
Shit seem strange but she just say that she just reaching out
She went back, she back on the road, she back on the pole again
Lying to myself, oh my God, can't go on this road again
Shit so hard 'cause I can't hold back the feelings I'm holding in
Fuck that shit, I ain't touch back, just like I'm supposed to be