Delinquent

(album: The Collapse - 2022)

I'm so tired of hearing the same fucking shit
All my friends and family

They keep telling me to go to rehab
Cause I've got a problem that they can't fix
What if I don't wanna be fixed
Did you think of that
Comedown
I'm never coming down so just let me go
And run back to your picture perfect home

No cap I'm tryna get fucked up
So don't make me tell you again
I'm itching, still feening
Can't stop my nose from bleeding

Black out
It only ends when I cross the line and I
Black out
Night after god damn night

It's not enough
I need a remedy

I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me, make me numb

Just make me numb

I've past the point of no return
I don't give a fuck if you're concerned
I'll do what I want
So don't try to fight or stop me
I co-depend
On substance as medicine
And when you take it away
I really wish that you'd just back off
And let me live my fucking life

If I dig my own grave that's my choice to be made
Not yours
We both know one thing's for sure

I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me, make me numb

If karma doesn't kill me, what the fuck will

When everything around you falls apart
Don't say I didn't warn you
You can't help someone who won't help themself
Trust me I'll drag you down too