Dead

(album: Violets Aren't Blue - 2022)

When you held my hand I woke up
From this slumber in my mental space
You confused me with your smile
You invite me with your eyes
Could've sworn that I was dead

When you look at me I hold back
There's this energy I can't explain
I'm reacting when I talk
Might forget just how to walk
Could've sworn that I was dead

I want you to hold my hand
(Please hold my hand)
Want you to understand
(Please understand)
I've never really been in love
Before was just pretend

Every second that you hold me
Keeps reversing all the hurt I've ever felt inside
I just gotta let you know
If you ever let me go
I won't get you outta my head

Time and time I'm tripping all on my ends
I'm slipping I tell my friends
I'm livid I can't deny these feelings
I'm tryna hide
But I'ma just check the vibe, can I go?
Writing down my feelings through these rhymes, a cycle
Got me crazy pacing back and forth like psycho
Balancing the way I feel you got me on tightrope
I just need answer from you baby I like you
Need some life support it's like I'm dead on arrival

You call baby I'ma pick up the phone
These stars line up I been feeling alone
These thoughts baby they've been filling my dome
Heart beats for you I feel it in my bones
Running running running
I've been tryna find a way to get you in my arms I know it
Baby I'll be here to hold ya
Hold ya
Hold ya
Yeah

I want you to hold my hand
(Please hold my hand)
Want you to understand
(Please understand)
I've never really been in love
Before was just pretend

Letting go it's like I'm void of emotion
Hold me baby, hold me tryna get in motion
Cradle me I'm falling deep in your ocean
Frequency aligning did you get my notion