I. Dont Look At The Moon

(album: Don't Look At The Moon - 2018)

I can feel a change

I lie awake every night
Scratching at the back of my eyelids
Nothing good ever happens in the midnight hour

Sweat-soaked bed sheets
What a fucking broken record
(Fucking broken record)
State of mind
A condition that never clears with time
From my perspective
Things are looking fucking bleak
Search in the darkest burroughs
That's where you'll find me
Ooh

I cannot look away
As the light of the moon
(Helplessly pulls me)
Further
That much further from all of you

Don't look at the moon
While the light is draining
It's slowly killing you
Don't look at the moon

A piece of me slowly leaving
I can't feel myself
I can hear my breathing slowing
I can see him standing with me
Coming back
Slowly fading to black
I see in a mirror
Something paralyzing slowly looking up
It seems to take me away
Giving in to my darkest fears
I'm slowly fading
From me

I turn my head
It's living in the silence
Don't look in
It's killing me
(Killing me)
Never-ending

Living in a world of suffocating silence
It slowly crushes me and brings to life this nightmare

What a fucking broken record
(Fucking broken record)
State of mind
A condition that hasn't cleared with time
From my perspective
Things have become fucking bleak
Into the depths I settle
Nowhere to find me