Relief

(album: Don't Look At The Moon - 2018)

These ghosts still, haunt me
I look into past times when everything was simple
Being happy seemed so simple to me
I guess you learn that life plans change so quickly
Losing the ones you love can never be easy
(Easy)
Giving up leaves you so cold and empty

I'm taking out my hopes on my own life
I can't eat, I can't sleep
It's like I'm filling the void with their vices and time
I don't want you to die, but it feels like you keep slipping away
Into a void, an endless sea

My head keeps spinning as I watch this world burn
Oh!
I can't believe I lost you
Relief becomes so hard to find
I thought I could take the pain
Having you in my life, then being ripped away
(Ripped away)
It feels like you never left me

Please, God, say those words to me
It can't be real, this can't be happening

I'm not the man I was
How could God decide to take you away from us?

Tell me I'm right
I'm so alone
Don't leave me here
Existing without you

Just burden without a home to return to
Lost all sense of myself, when I couldn't make it back to you
And these ghosts still haunt me
As I chase them around the room
I'm not about to give up my vices now
I'll keep running

I'm taking out my hopes on my own life
I can't eat, I can't sleep
It's like I'm filling the void with their vices and time
I don't want you to die, but it feels like you keep slipping away
Into a void, an endless sea

From the past we left behind

I'm never leaving this
Place