All I Knxw Is I'll Never Knxw

(album: Nx Future - 2021)

Late summer 2004, watching MTV
I saw a video that captivated me
And led me to believe that I had a chance

I begun strumming some chords and started to feel
Like I had found my home and my own destiny
I couldn't wait for life, so I took a chance

If I could go back in time
Could go back in time
Would it be like all of these images inside my head
Can't reset my mind
Can't reset my mind
All I know is I'll never know if it was really better then

My first 2 years in high school, I kinda fit in
I thought I had friends for life but then everyone changed
I couldn't do the same even if I tried

Still young with nothing to lose, I thought I could win
I had my dream in sight, a dream that still remains
But just doesn't feel the same as it did back in the days

If I could go back in time
Could go back in time
Would it be like all of these images inside my head
Can't reset my mind
Can't reset my mind
All I know is I'll never know if it was really better then

Could go back in time
Could go back in time
Would it be like all of these images inside my head
Can't reset my mind
Can't reset my mind
All I know is I'll never know if it was really better then

If I could go back in time
Could go back in time
Would it be like all of these images inside my head
Can't reset my mind
Can't reset my mind
All I know is I'll never know if it was really better then

If it was really better then
I started off with a dream, just like we all do
I gave it all I had, 'cause deep inside I knew
I couldn't wait for life to do it for me