I Hate How Much I Want You

(album: Strange Days - 2020)

I'm not asking where you've been
How and when did it begin
But are you telling him the things that you told me?
Now you're with him

Never been the jealous type
But even I cannot deny
I hope he sees me in your eyes that you're giving
When you're with him
Now you're with him
(I don't even want to)

But I hate
Yeah I hate
I hate how much I want you
And I hate (And I hate)
Yeah, I hate (Yeah, I hate)
I hate how much I want you
I don't want to
But I want you now

I know it shouldn't really sting
You don't owe me anything
But is the sex feeling as good as you gave me?
Now you're with him

I never tied you in a noose
You were always free to choose
But since you cut me loose it feels like he's winning
When you're with him
Now you're with him
(Oh, I don't even want to)

But I hate
Yeah, I hate
I hate how much I want you
And I hate (And I hate)
Yeah, I hate (Yeah, I hate)
I hate how much I want you
I don't want to
But I want you now

(I don't even want to)
But I hate
Yeah, I hate
I hate how much I want you
And I hate (And I hate)
Yeah, I hate (Yeah, I hate)
I hate how much I want you
I don't want to
But I want you now