happy4u

(album: i'm always sad cos i'm ugly - 2020)

Really I don't even know why I keep calling
When I know how much you hate it
Tryna' sink in seeing you go love some other
Lately I've been crazy

'Cause when we finally break a call
I wanna be doing well
Full of tales I'd love to tell
If I get there

How could I be happy for ya
When all of my life came from ya
I blame and I blame it on ya
Yeah I do, when I do
I try to be happy for ya
I know that I'm dragging you down
I try to be happy for ya
Yeah I do, when I do

I recall him only vaguely
Have you even told your family?
Do I find myself in midst of all the bodies?
When you're a part of all I miss

'Cause when we finally break a call
I wanna be doing well
Full of tales I'd love to tell
If I get there

How could I be happy for ya
When all of my life came from ya
I blame and I blame it on ya
Yeah I do, when I do
I try to be happy for ya
I know that I'm dragging you down
I try to be happy for ya
Yeah I do, when I do

Hmm, hmm, hmm
Yeah I do, yeah I do
Hmm, hmm, hmm
Yeah I do, yeah I do
Hmm, hmm, hmm
Yeah I do, yeah I do
I try to be happy for ya
Yeah I do, when I do

Really I don't even know why I keep calling
When I know how much you hate it
Tryna' sink in seeing you go love some other
Lately I've been

How could I be happy for ya
When all of my life came from ya
I blame and I blame it on ya
Yeah I do, when I do
I try to be happy for ya
I know that I'm dragging you down
I try to be happy for ya
Yeah I do, when I do

Hmm, hmm, hmm
Yeah I do, yeah I do
Hmm, hmm, hmm
Yeah I do, yeah I do
Hmm, hmm, hmm

I try to be happy for ya
Yeah I do, when I do