My Own Medicine

(album: Blossom - 2022)

I don't listen to the words I say
Yeah, I love to make the same mistakes
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine

Waking up like "what did I say
And why the fuck did I say it?"
Tell myself that I'm gonna change
Then turn around and erase it

Every time that I go out
I open up my mouth
And then it all goes south
Every time that I go out
I only let you down
And then I let me down

Cause I don't listen to the words I say
Yeah, I love to make the same mistakes
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine
I do it over and over again
Lose every lover and friend
Acting like nothing can go wrong
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine

Drink away the pain in my head
So I can rinse and repeat it
Another night I walk with the dead
Because I'm tired of sleeping

Every time that I go out
I open up my mouth
And then it all goes south
Every time that I go out
I only let you down
And then I let me down

Cause I don't listen to the words I say
Yeah, I love to make the same mistakes
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine
I do it over and over again
Lose every lover and friend
Acting like nothing can go wrong
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine

Every time that I go out
I open up my mouth
And then it all goes south
Every time that I go out
I only let you down
And then I let me down

Cause I don't listen to the words I say
Yeah, I love to make the same mistakes
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine
I do it over and over again
Lose every lover and friend
Acting like nothing can go wrong
Just to end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine

I always end up where I began
I hate the taste of my own medicine