The Healing

(album: What We Didn't Have - 2023)

God, god, heal my soul
Oh, Momma, I cried, heal my soul
Runny nose, runny nose, I'm on dope
I think about hanging from ropes
God, heal my soul, some days I wanna go
Confused child, don't know where to go
Open my e-eyes, I cry
Apologize, I'm not in my right mind
Baby, I told you
Baby, that I'm fucked up, I'm on that dirty juice
Blue pills be crushed up
Need'a check into rehab
I'm rich, but I'm fucked up
So much fog in my box, I thought this shit would fix sum'
Fantasize about the brighter life and the lime life, Patek on my wrist
At the right time, I shine bright
24/7, I'm getting high, this my life

Momma, I miss you, I wish that I could kiss you
Please lead me on the right path
I don't know what to do, I feel like a fool
I fall for the wrong one, I pray the Devil don't get me
I got a knife down my pants
I need me a girl that when I fall, she don't fall down wit' me
Every day my brothers and my bitch, they always fall out wit' me
Is it 'cause of these drugs, is it 'cause I'm high, I know that I be tripping
Hate that people around me think that 'cause I'm high, they can take advantage of my feelings
Over these years, these bitches turn me into a mo'fucking villian
Need a foundation, not frustration
You took my kindness for weakness, went on vacation

Yeah
What we didn't have was fine, that shit (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
That's what we needed most of all (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Feel me? I'm fucked up in the mental and I-, nah
But feel me, I seen sum' in you, so I took a chance (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
I ain't want my past to uh backfire on me, you feel me? (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
I did a lot in my past (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I put you above all
But my feelings get bashed, yeah
Let's just pray we don't crash (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Lil' Rino