Why Do I Wonder Why

(album: Never Nothing - 2018)

I keep my straight face even when I'm not saying anything
Oh, I cannot explain this kind of grace
Won't you believe me? I believe in you
And now it's wait and see if what I say really means anything
No longer a victim to what it is
that's keeping me from leaving you

'Cause hey, you got me the same
So why do I wonder why so much?

And I'm alone again
and I don't think I have the will to live
But I'll just keep repeating what you said
Won't you believe me? I believe in you

And now I catch a grip, so what?
I wasn't done, was mere regret
Oh, I can say I've given up God
It's what's keeping me from leaving you

Right now, I feel alone

But hey, you got me the same
So why do I wonder why so much?
And hey, I feel I'm losing my mind
Like why do I wonder why so much, so much?

You got a lotta nerve
For coming round here again
These passive-aggressive words
Keep running right through my head

And I gotta take some time for this little brain to rest
These feelings of uncertainty won't finish until I'm dead

Right now, I feel alone

But hey, you got me the same
So why do I wonder why so much?
And hey, I feel I'm losing my mind
Like why do I wonder why so much?

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You got me the same
So why do I wonder why so much?