Once Again

(album: Rockabye - 2023)

Once again, I must rely on nobody
Once again, I must remind myself of the people
Traitorous bastards who let me down
And I know that it's not your fault, really

But I can't help the resentment building inside my heart
I can feel it burning, it consumes all in the end

Never take a hand no matter who extends
Should I be surprised that after trusting
Them promptly doom impends?

I'm unaccompanied, adrift in an infinite sea
How, how can I learn to trust what's left of the world
If what's left is me
I'm waiting to join you in insanity
Lonely is the sane mentality

Once again, I lose my faith in all of humanity
Fuck you, all of you, fuck you respectfully
God, I can't wait to be dead or out of this nightmare dimension
At least unlikely since it seems as if I'm responsible for your lives
It all comes down to me