Drowning In It

(album: Becoming I - 2003)

Why are we here I always seem to ask myself
Question averted by the thought of someone else
And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried to do
Should I give up and let the way just fall on me
Day by day I struggle endlessly
There's nothing right
There's nothing good about this
There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And I will never know
How it's supposed to be

[Chorus:]
I keep fighting with the visions inside head
I used to feel so much better than this
I should be laughing but instead I'm just a mess
It's not right, it's not right to feel this way
I keep fighting with the visions inside head
I turn how much I could take a things
And now I feel I'm so drowning in it
It's not right, it's not right to feel this way

So you're gone what are we supposed to do
I told myself not to care a true and true
And all this times seems so wasted
When end in end and it was all for nothing
There's nothing right
'Cauz I'm in a fake madnessy
There's nothing right
'Cauz I'm in a fake misery
There's nothing right
There's nothing good about this
There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And you will always be
Another fake part of me

[Chorus]

Why do I always feel this way
And why do I always feel this way [x2]
And why do [x4]

[Chorus]
I keep hiding but drowning in it
And I keep hiding but drowning in it [x2]
And I keep, and I keep drowning in it [x2]