Mind Games

(album: Thought Pool - 2018)

My brain playing mind games
Just stop I wanna escape
Sometimes, I think it's too late
Too many problems I wanna deflate
Same change on a different day
Out of touch with my faith
Can't recognize my face
Still, I face decisions that I know I can't make

It's something in my blood, 'cause every time I bleed it's blue
And I haven't felt so well, but I'm not hiding from the truth

Just dive in, straight into the deep end
I don't have the reason to not find my meaning
I know
I can't, I just need an aspirin
Truth is that I'm drowning
I cannot heal myself
Broken, hurt but I'm open

My brain playing mind games
Happy thoughts, they don't feel the same
I hate going down, I try to refrain
I get so lost, it's hard to explain
I tried a million times, tried to read between the lines
Can't wait till it's over, good luck staying sober

Just dive in, straight into the deep end
I don't have a reason to not find my meaning
I know
I can't, I just need an aspirin
Truth is that I'm drowning
I cannot heal myself
Broken, hurt but I'm open

(Broken hurt but I'm open)