Harder Than Pain

(album: VORY - 2020)

(We got Xander)
(Yo Nick Papz, make it slap)
Yeah

Last time
Almost died up in my sleep, I'm talking last night
I put down them Perkys, it's not worth it, this my last fight
Everything I touch is legend shit, just like my last name
Way too many niggas on my back, it give me back pains
Voices in my head, I'm fighting demons off the Henn'
Told Troy, you spin this block, if he ain't dead, we spin again
Just caught a body, we in church, pray Lord forgive us for our sins
Lord knows if they try us, we gon' have to send again, ayy
Can't cross the gang 'cause all we got is each other, yeah
Shot, that's my brother like he came from my mother, yeah
Niggas hitting my line like, "You a lucky motherfucker", ayy
Told 'em, "I ain't lucky, bitch, I'm blessed, yeah"
Ayy, niggas from my city tryna diss
Send a letter to my sis'
And they ask me how I've been
They ain't know a nigga pissed
Read the message, load the clip
Soon as I leave, hit up chip
'Cause Lord know we finna dip, yeah
I've running commas up, summers on summers, yeah
Said, "Fuck the charts, bitch I be running up numbers"
After all them Perkys, bitches still fucking off Hennessy
I just talked to Fame, he said don't let that fame get to me
Young nigga don't change, they fell in love with who you are
Like the ceilings on the Wraith, I swear to God that you're a star
Swear this shit get deeper than rap, yeah
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper, yeah

Like I never sacrificed for some people, yeah
He knows his rights, I know my rights but somehow we still ain't equal
How you do me bad and still play victim?
How the fuck I'm violent with my family and the system?
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper, yeah
Fall asleep and still somehow I still see the reaper, yeah
Comment section 'bout my life, they don't wanna take it there
I done fell asleep and my own cousin tryna do me in
That's the same nigga I call my twin
Same nigga that I'd die for so he can live again
I told my momma, "I'm so drained, I'm so tired, just like Michelin"
They look after the kid for everything
When I tell 'em, "No", like a nigga changed, ha, yeah
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper
Like I ain't sacrificed for some people
Like I ain't had them fights with the rebel
Like I ain't sacrificed for some people, yeah
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper
Swear this shit get deeper and deeper, yeah