I'm Good

(album: HEIGHTS - 2021)

I should probably be running back to therapy
Crying all my tears on a couch
While they analyze everything that's wrong with me
Memories burning down to ash in my mouth, and I
I should probably be drinking till I'm on the street
Calling out your name like a fool with a bottle
Tryna argue with the Uber 'bout the quickest route to you
But I'm not

My friends wonder why I'm not bleeding and crying
When I say I'm wishing you well
They tell me for all of the shit that you put me through
I should be giving you hell

But I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should be mad but it's all love
I should, maybe, I should, yeah
I hope you find what you're made of
I hope you find out the world's alright
I should be mad but it's all love
'Cause I'm good, oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good

I should probably be searching for a remedy
Bringing back a stranger to my bed
Waking up the next day, asking for a first name
Pop a couple pills for the holes in my head, I should
I should probably be erasing all our history
Hoping that when karma comes around it's a bitch
Like the one you were to me till the day you set me free
But I'm not, I'm just not

I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should be mad but it's all love
I should, maybe, I should, yeah
I hope you find what you're made of
I hope you find out the world's alright
I should be mad but it's all love
'Cause I'm good, oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good

I'm good, better than ever, baby
I'm good, better than I've ever been
I'm good, better than ever, baby
Oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good
I'm good, better than ever, baby
I'm good, better than I've ever been
I'm good, better than ever, baby
Oh, I'm good, well, I can't say

I wouldn't change a thing
You got a heart shaped like a fist
And I won't miss you throwing punches

I should probably be talking trash
Calling out your ass in a song on the radio

But I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should be mad but it's all love
I should, maybe, I should, yeah
I hope you find what you're made of
I hope you find out the world's alright
I should be mad but it's all love
'Cause I'm good, oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good

I'm good, better than ever, baby
I'm good, better than I've ever been
I'm good, better than ever, baby
Oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good
I'm good, better than ever, baby
I'm good, better than I've ever been
I'm good, better than ever, baby
Oh, I'm good, yeah, I'm good

And one more thing before I fade away
Before I'm your ex-life memory
I can't say I wouldn't change a thing
I can't say I've made it past the pain
I may hate the things you did to me
I may wish we never meet again
But I thank you for everything
I thank you for everything

(I thank you for everything
For everything
I thank you for everything
I thank you for everything
I thank you for everything)
Everything's gonna be okay