Demons

(album: Far From Normal - 2021)

I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em
Yeah, I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em

I'm starting to feel like a villain
Fighting myself, I'm not winning
Lately I been too afraid to admit it
Pushing the weight of the world on my shoulders
I don't even know how I'm dealing
Feel like a part of me missing
And I been looking around but it's not in my vision
All that I got it's earned, not given
But I feel like locked down like my brain imprisoned
Spend a couple thousand to ease my mind
Then I get it back but I know I'm not fine
Everything built up all over time
But I gotta let it out, I can't hold it inside
Keep a smile on my face when they looking at me
But I know that's my only disguise
I be tryna get away from my problems
Yeah, you can run but you can't hide

I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em
Yeah, I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em

I'm starting to feel like I been under pressure
I'm keeping my foot on their neck, I won't let up
I know when I fall down I gotta just get up
I brush it all off, I'm better than ever
Been through a lot but I'm never gon' settle
Know that I been heating up like a kettle
Thinking back when I was studying dental
Now I got plaques coming on the way, that's special
Yeah, they all come for my spot but I never stop moving
Gotta do more when I feel like I'm losing
Putting in that work, that's the only solution
You the only one who you really be fooling
Damn, tryna find peace inside my head
I been talking to God but I'm left on read
I ain't got time to be feeling upset
So I keep doing my best

I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em
Yeah, I been up fighting my demons
And they be tryna pull me in
Yeah, every night I seen 'em
I won't back down, I'ma beat 'em