Dopamine

(album: Love And Loathing - 2018)

Here I am, once again
Running low on oxygen
Cause you're the air I'm breathing
You were all that I believe in

In my room, covered in dust
While all my trophies rust
I am cold and I am wanting
Something warm to keep blood pumping

I hear your voice inside my brain
I keep you here to stop my pain

You are golden and
You are flowing through me
You are ecstasy
You are, you are
You are my dopamine

Another day, another face
Without you around my place
You're an ocean pulling me in
You were the marks upon my skin

Covered up in my sheets
Folding over your heartbeats
But I still feel it in my fingertips
I hold it tightly in my person

I hear your voice inside my brain
I keep you here to stop my pain
Back in my heart and in my veins
Keeping me numb like novacaine

You are golden and
You are flowing through me
You are ecstasy
You are, you are
You are my dopamine

You are desperation
You are motivating me
You are benzedrine
You are, you are
You are my dopamine

I hear your voice inside my brain
I keep you here to stop my pain
You are the one I see when I fall asleep
And I think of no one else but

You are golden and
You are flowing through me
You are ecstasy
You are, you are
You are my dopamine

You are desperation
You are motivating me
You are benzedrine
You are, you are
You are my dopamine