Survival

(album: Lotus - 2022)

When all you're left with is a razor in your hands
And a noose that's hanging with your name on the wall
Even when you think that there is nothing left to live for
I'll be by your side to watch you as you die
Don't be afraid of being alone when the time comes
Life if is all the same suffer and despair

I can see it in your eyes
Do you really want to end it all tonight (End it all)
I can see the light fading out you're so weak and pathetic (Pathetic)
Is this the best you can do

Is this the best you can do

I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I drown you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I bleed I will survive

I can't explain this horror that's inside of me
Spreading around every inch of my insanity
How do I shut the voices inside my head
They don't stop whispering end it all you're better off dead

I tried to end it all but you won't let me
Why won't you set me free
Why won't you set me free

This suffering has to end
What is the point of my existence
If all I do is hide, hide behind the fucking veil
All I've ever known is torment and despair

I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I drown you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I bleed I will survive
I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I burn you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won't let me die
Even when I choke I will not die

You will survive
You can try and kill yourself but I won't fucking let you die

I won't let you die
Don't bring me back to life, don't bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won't let me go and I'm lost inside
But you never let me fucking die
You will survive