Revenge

(album: Lotus - 2022)

I've been shouting at the top of my lungs
Hoping that my voice will crush your frozen soul
Did you even care to notice?
And let's be honest, you didn't give a shit

Well if it doesn't really matter to you
And all the shit we've been through
Then why should I even give a fuck?
Look at me, lie to me, call me the enemy
And now I realize you were the end of me

All I ever wanted was revenge
But all I got was this fucking despair

All want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I'm left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams

These broken thoughts are all that I have

You took everything I had and left me alone
Will you even remember my face when my body is cold, buried six feet deep?
How can you cut away something you held so close?
Do you even hurt, the way it aches inside my heart?

All want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I'm left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams

Falling and fading away every step that I take
Falling and fading away every step that I take

These shattered dreams are all that you've left me
Suicidal thoughts, I'm drowning in envy
The closer that I get the more I fall apart
Take a good look inside I'll see through your disguise
Now that I realize, I don't wanna feel this
I don't wanna feel this, over and over again

All I want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (but all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I'm left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams