The Coldest Dish

(album: Pressure Point - 2020)

(Where the fuck you think you're going
Come here
Never thought you'd see me again, huh
Hmm
Sit down)

We are gathered here to pay back all those shattered years
To gain back something that I fear
Might leave spirits in the atmosphere
Tonight's the night I'm gon' get my wish
Vengeance closed up in my fist
Hold on tight I'mma make it quick
I'm here to serve you up the coldest dish

Good evening father
It's your favorite heathen
See you're breathing harder
Hope those knots ain't too tight on your feet I bothered
To be careful not to get the demons hotter
See you took me in as just a teeter totter
Taught me all your sacred Jesus fodder
For the record I was never even offered
Any other option I believed it off of
Every word that I heard from my family
I was urged to be herded for fallacy
I just came to serve the good word and then had it be
Viciously returned at the urge of a catholic priest
That wanna damage me molest me and press on my sanity
Everybody worships the words that you casually
Spill across the room while your mood is depravity
Can it be something is wrong
Nobody sees it but me will you please ring the fucking alarm
My custody's conned tears down my face while I'm singing the words of his favorite psalm
I'm aging along they tell me to pray but my faith is decaying It's fading it's gone
I wake up at dawn but I still can't manage to shake off the taste
Of the wafer in palm

We're gathered here to pay back all those shattered years
To gain back something that I fear
Might leave your spirit in the atmosphere
Tonight's the night I'm gon' get my wish
Vengeance closed up in my fist
Hold on tight I'mma make it quick
I'm here to serve you up the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest I'm here to serve you up the coldest dish

Good evening mother
It's been a while since we seen each other
Heard you're happy with another family now
How convenient for you to leave me uncovered
See I blame you for the past blame you for the present
Blame me for the future change was never present
You were never present Christmas never presents
Evidence was present you were evanescent
You were happy to leave me alone
With the cowardly powers of evil
So that makes you guilty as him you know
You must now be devoured as equal
I tried to tell you there was trespassing
You was clubbing with your dress flashing
Too young to be a mother yeah it happens
But you could of been an asset Catherine
Something is wrong nobody sees it but me will you please ring the fucking alarm
I brought you along you and your new family too all tied up like a couple of hogs
Crying like dogs I'm pouring the gasoline all over y'all like a couple of logs
I'm sorry but she coulda saved all of y'all
If she woulda just listened to one of my calls

We're gathered here to pay back all those shattered years
To gain back something that I fear
Might leave your spirit in the atmosphere
Tonight's the night I'm gon' get my wish
Vengeance closed up in my fist
Hold on tight I'mma make it quick
I'm here to serve you up the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest the coldest dish
The coldest I'm here to serve you up the coldest dish

(And oh yeah, you)
Good evening brother
Don't think I wasn't gonna see you suffer
You're the one that's mostly to blame
For falling victim to those mother fuckers
Super weak look at you now
You're hanging over in the balance
You can't sleep without a dose of Xanax
And your back all scarred up from the talons
I told you every single day you woke that you should be striving for better
It took you many years to get up here that's something I can't be forgetting
You put us all through so much pain now I'm bout to set us both free
Cuz the coldest dish that I fixed tonight I made this one special for me