That I Do (Mickey Free Remix)

(album: My Neighbor / My Creator - 2010)

I wish you didn't need it anymore
I understand exactly what you use it for
And better isn't always doing well
I know because I'm better now myself

And it's true, I need it too
But not the way that you do

I wish I didn't love you quite as much
The reason that we never talk and never touch
Is the same reason that I have never done enough
To show you that you never needed to earn my love

And it's true, you love me too
But not the way that I do

I know it hurts you bad as hell the way I tell you lies
And you despise all my vices dialing those crisis lines
The love you gave me you paid me and I cannot return it
It's burned a hole in my pocket you've got no interest earning
I'm turning leaf after leaf I'm searching for something solid
So you believe me, won't leave me, or just to change the topic
If I can't change or stop it, can I still call on you
Can I still count on you down for me despite all that I do

I wish I didn't hold you to your word
Ignited and decided, they are undeserved
I've never discovered when to stop
That giant made of stone came down off the mountain top

See, it's true, I lie to you
But not as well as you do
And it's true, I need it too
But not the way that you do