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I feel like clawing out my eyes
I feel like crawling out my skin
Never again, never again
They say never again, never again
I feel like running down my street
I feel so broken inside
Say never again, never again
But you say it again, say it again

Gunshots and online forums
American decorum
I cried my fucking eyes out
Numbing the pain with a cold brew coffee

Our President's a racist prick
His daddy treated him like shit
He cakes his makeup on so thick
There's nothing underneath it
Hollywood burns with fires we start
The internet fills a hole in my heart
Sometimes I just wanna crash my car
Wanna kiss my wife, when she says

She don't wanna bring a baby into this world
I'm losing sleep trying to be
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She don't wanna bring a baby into this world
Telling myself I should be
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Optimistic

So don't tell me everything's alright
I'm trying so hard not to scream
Staying alive, staying alive
Old men die, but we survive
Shot down in Dayton, Ohio
Parkland, Vegas, El Paso
Down at the border, a mother's in labor
Inside of a cage, and she says

She don't wanna bring a baby into this world
So goddamn tired of tryna be
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She so afraid for that baby girl
She don't know how she can stay
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Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright
Don't tell me everything's alright