No Taking It Back

(album: Sailor Jerry - 2020)

Subconsciously slipping
Into alienation
And self destruction
And self hatred again
But it feels different this time
Feels more real this time
But i'm much more indifferent
And half as persistent

I can never live my life
With no regrets
Cuz the chances that I take
Weigh down on my chest
There's no rest for the wicked
No taking it back
She could leave in an instant
And never come back

Why are you tryin so hard to be liked by the masses?
I'm being myself and these bitches all shaking their asses
You're thinkin in assets, I think you're a tool!
You smoking this wack shit
I'm quitting the juul
But surely I'll always be actin a fool
My bitch look like Del Rey
But I cannot trust that
She'll only look my way

We just met but we're falling out
All I want is sex and a kiss right now
She gon' flex that she knows me now
But we just met and I'm heading out

I can never live my life
With no regrets
Cuz the chances that I take
Weigh down on my chest
There's no rest for the wicked
No taking it back
She could leave in an instant
And never come back

You were flawed, and so was I
But now it's time we went and moved on
I can't wait in this life
For another motherfucker who ain't got no motive
Pull up with the numbers or I'll put you back in drive
I got no friends
Homies is family
I'm meeting my ends
But I'm barely standing
Can you pick me up?
Can you hold the weight right over your shoulders?
Yeah, just for a second while I'm brushing up
I'm fixing myself
And I'm fixing to die
Will you still sleep when I'm not in this life?

Know you been good since I'm not by your side
I've been a waster, I'll take all your time
Down in the dirt while I walk through the mud
Light up your candles, I'll light up this blunt
Rocking a show, bitch I'm really a punk
Fuck on this beat then I'll bang on the drums
Come with the heat any day of the month
Yeah me and the boys, we stay fucking it up

Yeah we fucking it up!
Bitch we fucking it up!
Why you act like a dub
But think you deserve all my love?

We just met but we're falling out
All I want is sex and a kiss right now
She gon' flex that she knows me now
But we just met and I'm heading out

I can never live my life
With no regrets
Cuz the chances that I take
Weigh down on my chest
There's no rest for the wicked
No taking it back
She could leave in an instant
And never come back