I Want More

(album: Welcome To My House - 2023)

I'm so bored of the same routine
Get up, wake up, work out, clean
Fill up on supplements, natural medicines
Open, swallow, wash it down again
Scrub my teeth and pretty my face
Sweat, blush, powder, erase
Wipe my tears on my mini-skirt lace
Undress me, I'm messy, I cannot be tamed

So shake me, shake me, shake me, the day it falls off
And don't be fucking hasty, fill up my cup
Reality seeps into my dreams
Oh, I just can't escape this thing

I want more
Chaos, money, fame
I want more
Leather, attention, chains
I need more
Scars, blowouts, shame
I need more
So let me have my way

Calm me down when the panic kicks in
Comfort, damage, vertigo spins
Heavy on my mind, like my past sins
Nostalgia, sickness, turn up, pretend
Take a day off and quiet that noise
Orders, rules, love you's, goodbyes
Find a dark room to let out my cries
Security just ain't for me if it runs dry

So shake me, shake me, shake me, the day it falls off
And don't be fucking hasty, fill up my cup
Reality seeps into my dreams
Oh, I just can't escape this thing

I want more
Chaos, money, fame
I want more
Leather, attention, chains
I need more
Scars, blowouts, shame
I need more
So let me have my way

I am the pretender
All rage, no surrender
Love is not the answer
I want more
I need more
I ain't no happy ending
Mixed messages, pending
I stole your heart to break it
I want more
I need more

I want more
Chaos, money, fame
I want more
Leather, attention, chains
I need more
Scars, blowouts, shame
I need more
So let me have my way