I Don't Know What To Say

(album: Crying In The Pit - 2021)

Too much liquor not enough brains
You say something, I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say

Flashback through all of my mistakes
Feeling something that I cannot ever say
I don't know what to say

Stuck at your apartment
With some people that I hate
Living in denial
As I watch myself conflate
Ego and desire for you
This is like a game
I can play the lion tamer
Even though I'm prey

It fills me with rage
Tryna pretend I'm fake
I don't know how to play
I don't know how to play

I wish I was safe
Far away from your gaze
That's all I have to say
I don't know what to say

Too much liquor, not enough brains
You say something, I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say

Flashback through all of my mistakes
Feeling something that I cannot ever say
I don't know what to say