Hallucinate

(album: is this what i look like? - 2022)

Start your trip when the party's over
I got a tip that you're never sober
Stuck to your breath like its rightful owner
Are you closer
Does she know her?

Her dearest ones are the devils hiding
Under the rugs they're the statues staring
You follow gold cause it's all that you know
Drinking chlorine
Call it safety

Bloodshot again
It never ends
Cause there's a voice in my head
Are you the voice in my head, yeah?

Your eyes bleed from the things you shouldn't see
It's got a bitter taste
Convince myself
Hallucinate

Oh, tell me is this never ending
Can't sustain a fearless way
Convince myself
Hallucinate

In a room full of people I don't like
Might stick around just out of spite
The dirt put on my name I grew out of it
In full bloom when I'm out of it
Angel eyes been telling all kinds of lies
Ice cold when I'm going through hell inside
Even worse when it's all in my mind
White noise makes the truth hard to find

Bloodshot again
It never ends
Cause there's a voice in my head
Are you the voice in my head, yeah?

Your eyes bleed from the things you shouldn't see
It's got a bitter taste
Convince myself
Hallucinate

Oh, tell me is this never ending
Can't sustain a fearless way
Convince myself
Hallucinate

Certain sounds keep me awake
It's just like violence
Targets my brain
Humour me for one more day
It always feels it's getting late

I'm just trying to be at ease
But you've got a grip on me
Bringing down my self-esteem
I'm just trying to be at ease
But you've got a grip on me
And you know that it is never ending

Your eyes bleed from the things you shouldn't see
It's got a bitter taste
Convince myself
Hallucinate

Oh, tell me is this never ending
Can't sustain a fearless way
Convince myself
Hallucinate

Cause there's a voice in my head
A voice in my head
Cause there's a voice in my head

Cause I can't sustain a fearless way...