Walk Away

What if I told you that I'm exhausted
What if I told you that I'm beyond tired
What if I told you that I'm so done trying, wishing my life had a button so I could rewind
What if I told you I'm not as strong as you think I am
I just wanna go far away, somewhere that I don't know where I am

But I don't want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I'm asking for
This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)

Everyday back-to-back my momma back drinking, everyday just get worse I'm thinking about checking her into rehab
Momma I need help to, I need to see a specialist
I done tried everything, nothing seems to be helping me
I'm so sick of people judging me off what I ain't got
Falling out with all my home boys because they ain't got what I got
All this weird real fake vibing, I ain't really got nobody
Holding my problems, my pain silent, should I walk away from mistakes
Never been scared but right now I feel afraid
Everybody say they love me, got me feeling like afraid

Hey everybody, I don't want to be famous
Been thinking about retiring from music

But I don't want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I'm asking for
This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)

And fuck the industry, all these rap niggas fake
I don't even wanna show nobody in my space
All this shit we did would bring me way more problems
Me being broke, money the only thing that solves it
Only thing that keep me going is that I won't let down my fame
I been way closer to my family and friends
Antisocial, being hurt, it kept me distant
I was trying to find my soul, I don't know but it's been missing

With this life, this shit just came with more hatred
They say I'm a star, so tell me why I feel basic
Don't know where you are, I just need someone to save me
They blame me for tragedy, me and my niggas fighting cases

But I don't want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I'm asking for
This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)
I don't want this life anymore (I don't want this life anymore)