October Baby

(album: By Any Means - 2020)

They try to get up in my mind
But know I'm stronger than that
So many niggas been around me for a while
I hope that they gon' shine and if they don't
You know that I got they back
Many shit been on the line
Don't got no time to react
Yeah
I love my guys, without them boys I wouldn't be here
I know they got me 'till the wheels fall off
I got problems with myself, but it won't take me out of rhythm
And issues with my father, maybe I should just forgive him
But then I just got way too much pride
If you're not with me for life
Then why the fuck should I be trippin'?
That goes for everybody that done crossed me
Niggas see the numbers, all of a sudden they support me
But fuck that
Nah, you won't get your love back
You should've thought twice before the moment you tossed me
I made it hard for my mama
I was punching holes up in the wall
I'm surprised that she still love me
But that's that unconditional love, there ain't no woman that gon' love me the same
All these bitches say they want me, but they looking for fame
You want the real me? Or do you want the guy with the name?
Baby tell me, 'cause I'm sick of the games
I'm tryna get to this money
I'm tryna get to this paper
If you're standing in my way, it's bye-bye, see you later
'Cause I got no time for fake love
I know that we made love
But fuck you and your feelings, 'cause the purpose is greater
And some niggas out to get me, I don't even know the reason
I'm a baby from October, it's a Scorpio season
When I come up with these words, I hope they understand the meaning
And you gon' have regrets if you be doubting my demeanor
Damn
I do this shit for all my boys up in the 60
And shoutout to my mama, 'cause she fixed me
'Cause I was broken at the time and I got caught up in the liquor
And then she lift me up and told me, "Noah, go deliver"

Too many niggas tryna hang around me
When I was caught up with myself
Reaching for their help
Them niggas didn't care about me
They won't care about me
And now I get it popping
They be acting like they know me
I probably be wilding if it wasn't for yunobi
I'm at these fucking parties, still a nigga feeling lonely
I can't really help it, I'm a baby from October