Emotions!

(album: Relentless - 2019)

Spending all this time alone is driving me crazy
I should go and get out more, but I just hate it
I'd rather just sit here in my own head and get faded, get faded
Yeah, I can't take it
These emotions I hold on and bathe in
Can only hold on for so long, I'm sinking
I just don't know how much longer I can fake it

So I just get high
Spend this time away from family and I don't know why
I fuck it up like every single time
I wish I could go and take a trip, rewind
I try and smoke the pain away, but don't get high
I wish that I could just get out my own mind
I miss the way you would look into my eyes
I'm trying so hard to forget how it feel
I tried to let go, but this shit too real
If I did this shit to you, how'd it make you feel?
If I did this shit to you, how'd it make you feel?
You feel?

Spending all this time alone is driving me crazy
I should go and get out more, but I just hate it
I'd rather just sit here in my own head and get faded, get faded
Yeah, I can't take it
These emotions I hold on and bathe in
Can only hold on for so long, I'm sinking
I just don't know how much longer I can fake it