Not Budging

(album: Therapy 2 - 2022)

You made me cold, shivering, didn't play out the way I was picturing
Did some things I was never considering, pour up enough just to simmer me down
Almost burnt, flickering, think I'm too high, I hear whispering
I live in my head and it's triggering, try to drown this shit out now I'm quivering
I'm sick to my stomach, feel like ima vomit, I really feel like I been numbing
I only got one life, but honestly I don't feel nothing
I might as well go get some money
The way I been living it, it really feel like I been rushing
I need to slow down, give me Something
I really don't feel like this me, don't like who I'm becoming
But I'll never change, I'm not Budging

1, 2, 3 more, high like the price on Dior, I keep a stash, no 34
Just for when I'm bored, all my thoughts turn into war
They ask what I'm in it for, yeah, I'm not really sure, yeah
Starting to feel like this a chore, yeah, I don't know myself anymore, yeah
I got played again, no Pandora, least I'm counting till the arms get sore, yeah
Late at night it feels like horror, all matte black on the aura
Tried to crawl back like, bitch are you serious? I don't want that no more, yeah
You fake, swimming in them lies, covered up your face, no, no Sephora
Fuck off, get a map, no Dora, matter of fact, got something for ya
One more chance for you, fedora, cap, I'm a torch ya
No weed but I'll make sure this shit gon' be a wrap, I'm a torch ya
Still no cap, this is torture

You made me cold, shivering, didn't play out the way I was picturing
Did some things I was never considering, pour up enough just to simmer me down
Almost burnt, flickering, think I'm too high, I hear whispering
I live in my head and it's triggering, try to drown this shit out now I'm quivering
I'm sick to my stomach, feel like ima vomit, I really feel like I been numbing
I only got one life, but honestly I don't feel nothing
I might as well go get some money
The way I been living it, it really feel like I been rushing
I need to slow down give me Something
I really don't feel like this me, don't like who I'm becoming
But I'll never change, I'm not Budging