Broken

(album: Aware. - 2018)

Bleach

I'm so sad
So I take another drag
So I take another shot
But I overflow my thoughts
I been thinking
I been broken so long, man, I'm falling under pressure
Feeling like a mistake and my life is just an error
I've been taking my time but I'm so dead inside
Wanna keep going, I'm feeling so tired
Tired of feeling so trapped in my dome
These memories they haunt me, won't leave me alone
Sit on my bed but I don't feel at home
Depression, anxiety, and all of these hoes
Thoughts of a bullet just piercing my skull
Ain't got no friends, ain't no one hit my phone
They say, "Keep calm," but I'm losing control
I am so broken and I am a ghost, yeah

Whoa
Yeah
Yeah
Whoa

Some nights, I'on even wanna try
I sit and count these racks, but I just wanna die
And people say they care but they just watch me cry
Designer on my waist, but I'm just dead inside
My girl, she say she love me, she's just filled with lies
I can tell, the way she look me in my eyes
Smoking on a blunt, I do it 'til I'm fried
I been working, get a check and then I multiply
People say they care, but they just waste my time
Call me Rodney Mullen, you know I've been on my grind
Or call me Optimus 'cause I been always on my prime
Neil Armstrong, the way that I been taking flight
Smoking dope and I do it 'til I reach the skies
People wanna hurt me and I always ask 'em why
They don't got no reasons, they just wanna ruin my life
I ain't worried 'bout it, grab a blunt and then ignite
But some nights I can't help it, I just wanna die
Feeling so broken and so dead inside
Fuck the fakes 'cause I don't need you in my life
I got this depression and it hits me every night, yeah

Bleach