My Goodbye

(album: Get In The Van! - 2013)

Take it in, I'm moving forward finally
Now it feels like the world is watching over me
Push it out, it's not as easy as it seems
I know what I want; at least that's what I think

Just keep those cameras rolling, I'm shy but I'm picking up slowly
Here's to a better year, I'm getting out of here
This pen and paper will slowly life my anchor
But I've got a tendency to get in over my head

I've been sleeping with the lights on, cause I'm afraid in a moment it'll all be gone
I knew the warning signs; I didn't have to think twice
I've kept my mouth shut; too long I guess that time just wasn't enough
This is my goodbye, here's to the best years of my life

Can you tell I'm stressed if I break a sweat?
What you see is what you get
I know that I'm a god damn mess but I'll admit that it's for the best
I've gotta get up, get out and leave the past behind
I can't wait around; I'm running out of time
So take back the memories cause that's all you can keep from me
They're no use to me now