Seeing Red

(album: Always Tomorrow - 2020)

You hurt me again
Guess that it's my fault
For trying to be your friend
And I'm all alone again
It's just me now
I don't really know how to feel
I could write a list of all the reasons why
You and I were never really good for one another

It's so hard
When everything you've ever known is gone
And it's okay to feel weak
It's okay to be shaky
But god, I wish that I could just move on
I'm seeing red now
I'm seeing red now

And I'm so sick and tired
Of writing love songs
About the same unhealthy things
How do you think I feel?
This is my life
Sometimes I wish it wasn't real

It's so hard
When everything you've ever known is gone
And it's okay to feel weak
It's okay to be shaky
But god, I wish that I could just move on
I'm seeing red now
I'm seeing red now

And we went down
So far down together
But now I'm back on solid ground
And I'm feeling pretty proud of myself
It ain't easy

When everything you've ever known is gone
I'm seeing red now
I'm seeing red now
I'm seeing red now
Over, over
Over you