Blood

(album: BDL Bipolar - 2018)

I'm ride the rain
Let the storm wash away
I'll rise again
Become the sun that saves the day
And I'll take the weight
And the pain is to my name
I'll rise again
Before the blood dries in my veins

Summer's day, first of May
God blessed me with a higher name
3.7 weighing more than the eighth
Got my hands, got me feet, got my face

Strange days, I pray to got that she never gets my ways
Pre clam snatch, I take your mom away
I banged on heaven's doors, you know that blood is great
He kept her safe
Thought Mommy was gonna die, I went crazy
Took eight doctor's baby, took restraining
Fourteen minutes, then you was in my presence
Daddy's life changed in seconds
Three days, Mommy couldn't see your face
Maybe that's the reason why you gone so great
Mae Mae, you're the purest love I ever had
I am so glad to be a dad
Unconditional, I love you through the bad
Unconditional, I love you when I'm mad
I promise, I will be nothing like my dad
You can hug me when you're sad
My little baby, princess, look how much money and time I will invest
Sixteen bags on private school, and it's all free interest
Things I do, it might seem cruel, I've got you swear down, baby
I've got your interest

More than money, love you and Mummy
And I swear down, I'll always have your interest
Think you promise of mine
I'll spend money and time
Unconditional love and hugs from me, you'll always find
No financial burden, a big man's chest will never be down in your life
As long as you're good in school, you'll be the kid who has it all
He was born in May not April, Daddy never raised no fool
I wouldn't lie, tell you the world is bless but baby girl, it's cruel
The only three hundred percent out here, is Daddy has got you
And there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
Through the best-est of times, and the bless-est of times
I'll be dead
And through the worst-est of times, and the curse-est of times
I'll be there
Pinky swear

I'm ride the rain
Let the storm wash away
I'll rise again
Become the sun that saves the day
And I'll take the weight
And the pain is to my name
I'll rise again
Before the blood dries in my veins

Came from a place where you grow before you age
Wild life, welcome to planet of the apes
Yes, Jesus loves me, and amazing grace
Hard to remember this, when a n***a's on these face
How can I love myself and have inner peace and embrace
When I fucking hate the man who made my face
Sounds and it feels as bitter as it tastes
And God forbid, this could happen between me and my mate

The powerful so all the times I spent awake
Scared that I'll run, will never change
I think about this little girl every day
Is she eating, is she happy, is she okay
The only thing that keeps me sailing
Oh, she's safe with her mother's love
Her Daddy is a star, but his life is fucked
And I wish she saw two, but right now one's enough
And this madness through Skype, I see her growing up

So many things I need to explain when she's older though
Like how she don't know her granddad, 'cause he didn't give a fuck
Like how she don't host with the fam because they don't give a fuck
But it's cool, 'cause me and Mommy is good enough
All you math, and now you make
You are the first of my name, the purest I ever had
When Daddy is going mad, I sit alone in the room
Looking at pictures of you
To bring me back
And when Daddy's at his lowest, baby girl, you wouldn't know this
I treat your face like a pick me up
'Cause sometimes, Daddy really feels like giving up
But I'll be damned, in this world to ever see you stop
That's why I'm on the tour bus
Doing hella stuff
To give you choices at university and other stuff
So right now, baby girl, it feels distant
But I promise it'll be over in a instant

Got through the best-est of times, and the bless-est of times
I'll be there
And through the worst-est of times, and the curse-est of times
I'll be there
Pinky swear

I'm ride the rain
Let the storm wash away
I'll rise again
Become the sun that saves the day
And I'll take the weight
And the pain is to my name
I'll rise again
Before the blood dries in my veins
Before the blood dries in my veins