Last Night

(album: Abington Grove - 2023)

Three months dry
I'm seeing daylight
I'm feeling myself for the very first time
And then you say what's really in my head
Just have a good time
Don't get me wrong
I know it's not been long
But I swore to my girlfriend that I'll kick it
I'm done, I think I'll leave before I'm in the red
Are you going?

Got me thinking, well maybe I'll stay
It's not even late
I guess that I've changed shit, I'm lying again
I'm halfway out the door
I tripped when I fall
I stay for one more
Wake up and say fuck

Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah
The worst part
Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah

Here we go again
Deleting all my texts
And tryna find a little serotonin left
And I think I lost my card in the cab (Dickhead)

I know I'm a mess, but I promise I'll change
Give me a second, let me try to explain

I got halfway out the door
I tripped and I fall
I stayed for one more
Woke up and said fuck

Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah
The worst part
Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah

Hey, no, honestly I will get back
In five mins, I'm j-, I'm calling the cab now
I promise you, I'm coming home
The person you have called knows you're lying

I guess I shoulda known
I guess I shoulda known
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no
Yeah

Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah
The worst part
Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back
For the thousandth time
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no, yeah
I guess I shoulda known
That I still can't say no