Fuck Up

(album: Help Me, I'm Flying - 2019)

They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up

I'm a punk, fill my trunk with some shit so it explodes
Rolling stoned, kinda drunk down these California roads
Not okay, I'm deranged throwing rocks out in the rain
I'm a fuck up, oh, I'm a fuck up, oh

They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up

They say I've got trash in my closet
Running from my past is exhausting
Everybody laughs at my problems
Hoping that I black out of conscience
Ever since the third grade, I heard "Hey
You better fucking work hard to earn pay"
Never get a nice car on birthdays
A dagger into my heart, the worst case (Yeah)

They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up