Struggler

(album: Adults!!!... Smart!!! Shithammered!!! And Excited By Nothing!!!!!! - 2010)

They won't go away
I don't think I've seem 'em blink at all
They all know my name
They're waiting for me to fall on my face
As I attempt to have my tiny little life
They wait in the wings and I don't know why
I'm not sure why

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

I used to be thin
I used to look good with a guitar
You're always alone
When you don't know who you are
And if the slightest shove
Can shatter, crush, and vaporize your bones
How do they expect you to deal with stones?

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

And I'm not gonna change, not gonna change
I'm not gonna change, not gonna change
I'm always gonna be here, I'm always gonna be here
All day
I'm not gonna change, not gonna change
I wish that I could change but I'm not gonna change
I'm always gonna be here, I'm always gonna be here
All day

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day